one week from right now, i will be walking down magic kingdom's main street, hand in hand with my husband, and we'll be smiling and pointing out all the christmas decorations... or maybe we'll be at epcot, experiencing christmas around the world at all the little countries they have there... or maybe we'll be touring the deluxe resorts' christmas displays, like the grand floridian's gingerbread house... (sigh)... i just can't wait!
i don't know exactly what we'll be doing this time next week, but we will NOT be pushing a stroller, changing diapers, or replenishing cheerios to a hungry toddler. that, my friends, will be the job of ethan & caroline's wonderful and amazing grandparents! yes, that's right! brian and i are going to disney world without our children! for 5 1/2 days! while i know ethan would get a kick out of seeing some of the sights, we decided that he is not old enough to make it worth the trip. i know lots of people take their 2 year olds and have a great time, but we have chosen not to do that.... mainly because we would love a few days to ourselves! you know we adore our children (remember i just posted THIRTY pictures of sweet caroline's birthday party??), but we have yet to have a night's sleep away from them besides being away from ethan while i was in the hospital GIVING BIRTH to caroline. so that one doesn't really count.
SO we are getting ready to pack our bags to head to disney. i say that so calmly. :) i really should have stated it like this... SO we are getting ready to pack our bags to head to DISSSNEEEEEEEEEEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is more like me, wouldn't you say? (rachel & julie?!) :) i am not really a huge disney fan, like my kids don't own one thing that is mickey or minnie (yet), but i will say that going to disney world is just a wonderful experience. the last time i went was with my two best friends right after i graduated high school in 1997. it has been TEN YEARS since janie and nichele and i had a blast there...wow. i will have to drag out a picture from then and post it for you.
now brian loves disney, especially epcot (not much of a shocker for those that know him!). out of the two of us, i am the planner. i am always the one who gets in "travel agent mode", voraciously searching the internet for places to stay or things to do the MOMENT the mere MENTION of a trip crosses either one of our lips (side note: i also kick into "real estate agent mode" anytime a friend is looking for a house, so feel free to call upon my services!! ha!). brian usually goes with the flow and agreeably does whatever i have set out for us to do, though i will have previously asked his opinion on several thousand items related to our trip. when we're actually on vacation, i verify that brian is having a good time by incessantly asking, "you're having fun, right?!" :) i know, i must drive him insane. (but he has yet to slip a sedative in my drink!) well, once we determined that we were going to head to disney sans young ones, he ordered a disney vacation planning dvd. YEP, my husband is EXCITED ABOUT A VACATION! so in turn, that makes me (unnecessarily) even more excited! we have had so much fun mentally getting ready for this trip. come thursday, when our bags should be packed, we might not be so excited for a moment. but when we are driving down the road with nothing in the back seat but our customized disney park maps, we will be nothing short of giddy. gosh, i'm getting giddy just writing about it.
while our excitement has been building, i have also weighed the concern of how ethan will handle our 5 day absence... i have wanted to tell him about our trip, but i desired to make the idea concrete... and nothing speaks louder to a 2 year old than a picture. with photos of his grandparents. and numbers. and a car. so i came up with the "countdown chart" below as sort of a way for me to be able to communicate time to him... i wanted him to see that in a few days, mommy & daddy would be leaving and that we would be gone this many days, and then (Lord willing) we would come back home. i probably had way too much fun making this. but then again, this also serves as a little countdown for me and brian as well! :)
as you can see, the countdown began on wednesday with 9 days until our trip. ethan gets to move our suitcase (actually our exact land's end bag in a different color) each day, and i tried to also include other events on there, like thanksgiving and church, to give him a better idea of time. who knows if that helped. when we leave, ethan gets to move the car with us in it each day, showing him that mommy and daddy are one day closer to coming home (and he's not allowed to touch the car until we leave!). the kids are staying half of the time with my mom and the rest of the time with brian's parents, so i put pictures of them on the chart to show him who he would be staying with. i wasn't home when he saw the chart on the refrigerator for the first time, but i talked to him shortly thereafter, and all he could talk about was "mommy & daddy in nana's car!" yesssss, it worked! my goal was for him to be SO EXCITED about moving the car when we leave that it would downplay the fact that we were LEAVING HIM. so far, so good. every time he talks about our trip, i ask him if he's going, and he says, "no, i stay with gram and nana and pappy." i smile because i think he thinks it's gonna be one big slumber party with all three grandparents. :) but at least he gets the point that we are going and he is not. so here's the chart...

if you think about it around lunchtime on friday, say a little prayer for our family. while i am more than thrilled with the blessing of this late-anniversary trip with my sweet husband, i am sure a little part of my heart will sink when i see ethan and caroline standing at the door waving goodbye to us as we drive away without them. i know they will be fine without us for a few days. they will laugh and sing and play, and caroline will probably even sleep 12 hours while we're gone. this won't be the last time we're away from our kids, i know that for sure. but it is the first time. and i'm a control freak. so i do thank you for your prayers.
have a great week, everyone. i can't promise that i'll post again before we leave on friday, but be assured, i will return with pictures. lots of pictures. and i'll eventually share them after i get about a thousand kisses from my babies. because i sure will miss them. have a great week.