a bit nostalgic...

posting those last pictures really made me think about last year's pictures with ethan... and how much he has changed since then. am i going to be like this for the rest of his life? oh dear. he really has grown so much in the blink of an eye, and this is only the beginning. we still have a big boy bed, potty training, reading, writing his name, learning to play soccer, and tying his shoes to conquer... and that's not even to 2nd grade yet (though to be honest, i don't know when kids learn to tie their shoes)!! how do moms do this? i love watching him learn new things, like recognizing a letter ("A! A! A!" they're all A), and oh, watching him try to jump is absolutely precious. he is saying new words every day, and i really wouldn't have it any other way. but remembering the baby he was and fearing that i will forget all of that just breaks my heart. (though my thousands of pictures can help remind me!) so these days, i am rocking him a little longer, singing more songs as he plays with my hair and sucks his thumb, and reciting "brown bear, brown bear" a few more times... and just when i think i've gotten a handle on this growing up thing, caroline's gonna get bigger on me too. i'm starting to understand why moms cry at everything... yes mom, i understand.







